Bits and pieces of life

2006-12-24T06:25:00.000+08:00

bought myself a new toy... eheheh... a handphone... i like .....

2006-12-15T15:05:00.000+08:00

Dear life,

why do i feel so down... my face with this frown....
why do i feel so lonely.... even though when there're company...
not with words i cant describe.... only silent tears goes with my pride
what's true , what's not ..... what to believe, what not to believe.......
or should i say, who to believe , who are not to believe.....
are they really FRIEND or FOE

Raya with the ONE you LOVEEEEEEEEEE ....

2006-11-16T18:20:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah .... I still have my beloved family around and the man i love dearly.... Wouldnt have asked for more .... Everything is complete...

MY NENEK'S HOUSE ....

YA'AKOB AND ME.....

2006-09-24T02:33:00.000+08:00

How do you know its love ?

How do you know if its forever ?

How do you know its pure ?

How do you know for sure ?

How do you know its true ?

How do you believe.....

Who am i to believe... MY HEART ? MY HEAD ? MY EYES ?

Can i trust you to make the decision...

Which path should i take ?

Can you be the trusting light and shine this dark path of mine ?

Can you promise me you wont stop to shine.....

Just shine and i follow from behind....

Like the shadow I've lived my life,

tell me how do i believe ..............

2006-09-24T02:19:00.000+08:00

Like the fairy tale,

i was trap in a tower,

till you came to my rescue.

Just like the fairy tale,

I was in a deep sleep till came and woke me up with a kiss.

Just like the fairy tale,

Hoping to meet the prince,

Till you came and we just fit.

Just like the fairy tale,

Was shun away cause i was ugly, till you came and only you

see the beauty within.

Just like the wolf, you came huffing and puffing,

You blew my heart away.

My wish, Just like the fairy tale, it always ends with a

" happily ever after ".........

2006-09-24T01:58:00.000+08:00

hellowww.............. been awhile ya ..... so anyway, i have completed what i have to do... it was fun yet nerve wrecking .... but it was really a new experience for me .... so now i just have to wait for the finish product ... eheheh ..... ( wink wink : YURI ).... ehheh... anyway i hope that i did ok.....

TO YURI : thank you for the experience...will never forget it...but most of all thank you for trusting me... ehehehe.....so so sorry if i made your ears tear... eheheh

TO DEWI : thank you for encouraging me and make me believe....

TO KOB: thank you for pushing me, supporting me throughout the whole thing....

THANK YOU ALLL...................

those who know what i am talking about do give me comments on my performance ya~! eheh ( ceh~~!!! mana nya pro jer aku ni ) but then any comments are greatly appreciated, good or bad, i'll take it with pride...... hey you got to learn every baby step right.....

MENANTI.

2006-08-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

Menghitung Hari,
Untuk ku mengelar mu suami,
Kau mengelarku isteri,
Hidup Harmoni,
Agar ia menjadi kenyataan dan bukan mimpi,
Kerna cinta ku suci,
Cinta mu murni,
Hendak nya kekal abadi,
Ku rela genggam bara api,
Hanya nama mu ku ukir di hati....
Wahai.... kekasih.....

coretan: Juli..

2006-08-05T16:54:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE OF MY FAVOURITE , DILANA.............. TIME AFTER TIME by cyndi lauper....

GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-05T16:42:00.000+08:00

Rockstar supernova....

this Fella (Ryan Star ) makes me sit infront of my pc and made me watch him again and again....

And this AMAZING WOMAN............. OH MY GOD.... she made me sit with my mouth wide open.... amazing voice ... amazing attitude... amazing showmanship.... I salute her... she's the best in the woman category..... love you Dilana....

And this man...Josh Logan...love it when he sing Santeria...

sigh..... can i become a singer ... can or not ? ehehehe .... sing sing at karaoke can lah ehehehehe.........

so in love ....

2006-07-12T03:48:00.000+08:00

JOEY JORDISON.... LURP SAMA LU !!! ehehe

JOEY !!!!!!!!!! I LURP YOU

2006-07-11T20:22:00.000+08:00

SO IN LURP WITH YOU LAH !!!!!!

UNINTENDED by MUSE

2006-07-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

LOVE IT! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

UNRAVEL

2006-07-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

BEAUTIFUL... MAGNIFICENT... * wish i could sing like her ... eheheh

??????????????????????

2006-07-11T03:21:00.000+08:00

Have you ever feel this way
Eventhough with dismay
No matter what you do or say
You just accept come what may

HOOORAYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-05T13:31:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah...... Apek pass his TP. He first TP and he passed..... ehehehehe....one thing is of his back.... the funny thing is he sms me and said he failed....i actually believed. Till we were at Macdonalds to have lunch together, there he showed me this piece of paper, i was actually so BLUR TAU ... i did not see the tick in the box PASSED.
i only notice the point written. 12 points.... then i asked him what is the passing mark, he said 20........ AHHHHHHHHHH !!!! I kena con lah ........ eheheh .... cheeky monkey lah this Apek .....So happy for him.... now i cant wait to sit beside him in a car and then drive around..... ehehehe..... CONGRATULATION LUV!

LEAVE ME ALONE !!!!! CAN ??????

2006-07-03T14:44:00.000+08:00

Just i thought that she have mellowed , she strikes back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She just love the attention i guess !!!! Or its just that she aint got nothing else to do.... why cant he sits with us ? he is there to watch the WORLD CUP TAU , WHICH IS ONCE IN FOUR YEARS .... you sat with me that day, but seriously i just dont know what are you intention of coming down there and then BUANG MUKA .... to the others who are not at all bothered by you..... I ALSO TOLD YOU I REALLY DONT KNOW HE COMING DOWN OR NOT CAUSE I NEVER ASK..... then you still want to come down and sit with us per .... so what is the problem now between you and me ?????? whats with those stupid sms saying that we all prefer his companion bla bla bla...... Well its obvious he prefer our company then yours............ ( me rubbing salt to your open wound eheheheh, pass me the chili please, her mouth is next ! ) now you make your problem bigger and bigger ... first its between you two... then accused me , then now its YOU AND ME !!!!!! .......... CAN YOU F**KING TELL ME WHAT U WANT FROM ME ???????????????????? I ignored you to cool myself down but hey, you have to push the button dont you !!!!! To my other friend who is also in trapped in this situation, i am so sorry my DEAREST~~~ ...... i have tried my best!

PSST : can u give others a break ?

ME, THE ACCUSED ONE !

2006-06-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

YOU, ya you.... stupid ass, you know who you are... if what i sms you is not clear for you let me tell you this once again, I AM NOT SIDING WITH ANYONE! read this 10 times and understand can ? are you really stupid or just acting stupid ?

1. I DONT WANT TO INTERFERE WITH YOUR RELATIONSHIPS PROBLEMS.
2. PLEASE ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION CAN ? HOW CAN I SIDE WITH
HIM WHEN I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!? AND I DIDNT EVEN
ASKED HIM OK!

3. DO NOT CALL ME WHEN YOU CANT GET HOLD OF HIM CAUSE I AM
NOT YOUR SPY.

4. I DO NOT ANSWER YOUR CALLS AND REJECT YOUR CALLS CAUSED I
AM PISSED AFTER READING YOUR STUPID SMS " GI MENYUNDAL
LAGI BAIK ". TIME AND TIME AGAIN I TOLD YOU NOT TO SAY
THAT AGAIN!!!! NEXT TIME JUST GO DO LAH ! DONT BOTHER TO
CRY AND LET ME HEAR THE SAME OLD SHIT AGAIN AND AGAIN. YOU
ARE THE ONE WHO DECIDE!

* : You love to sms all this when you are in that state(crazy!pshycho)

1. takpe lah korang happy happy aku macam gini...
my answer: then what do you expect? you want to whole world to pity you and cry with you is it?

2. takpelah korang suka per tengok aku macam gini....
my answer: bukan suka lah bodoh... tapi dah malas... same old thing... never ending!!!! Despite us advising you, you turn a deaf ear... ( psst.. nak pinjam hearing aid kakak aku tak? )

3. Semua orang benci aku....
my answer: bukan semua lah yang benci tapi orang yang tertentu, yang tau mengenai hal kau dan juga perangai kau kan, dah malas nak layan... same old shit time and again ...
cry for you aslo no use.. you not only turn a deaf ear but also blind to see what WE have done for you...

LOOK! WHO ARE THE ONES WHO ARE REALLY THERE FOR YOU THAT TIME? WHO ? BUT NO MATTER WHAT YOU ALWAYS CHOOSE THE WRONG WAY.... YOU ARE LOST! DONT JUST THINK OF GUYS,SHOPPING,MONEY, COACH,VICTORIA SECRETS......... GET A LIFE, BARBIE!

PS: TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT! YOU KNOW I AM SO DOWN TO EARTH AND I CAN BE SO HEARTLESS AND A REAL B**CH. I GUESS YOU NEEDED MORE THEN A KNOCK ON YOUR HEAD LAH. YOU NEED A SLEDGE HAMMER! YOU HAVE PICKED THE WRONG TIME TO FIRST ACCUSED ME AND KEEP ACCUSING ME AND I HAD ENOUGH! FRIEND OR FOE ? I DONT CARE...
I SHALL LET YOU DECIDE...

YOURS SINCERELY : JULIANA MOHD BASIR

WAIT LONG LONG LAH ......

2006-05-20T03:56:00.000+08:00

been waiting ... how long should i wait... am i not the one ??? maybe its not time yet ???? but when ??? what ever lah eh ...

APRIL ....

2006-04-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

On this date, Ernie Suhana get the greatest gift of all... A HUSBAND.... ehehehe... CONGRATULATIONS ERNIE SUHANA AND SHAIFUL HISHAM

15.4.2006

After her solemnisation, zila, man, apek and me went down to glass house to meet my sister Jun and Faries ... to celebrate Faries 32nd birthday.... had dinner at Fish and Co... then after that plan to catch a show but then no good show lah... so i plan for karaoke lak... knowing that they have not been karaokeing for god knows how long ..... so headed down to Apollo Centre... sing song from 12 mid night to 3 am....

Faries and Jun my eldest sister ( aka Along )

The birthday "boy" ...

The SIX of us...

18.4.2006

Another April baby.... Sazila Salleh... Happy birthday dearest Zila... dah 26 years old... ehehhe Surprised her at Swensen parkway... i was also surprise by Man's sweet sweet thoughts... He bought her a necklace and a pendant, a bouquet and a cake... He even DRESS for the occation!!!
Ah so so sweet ....

Sazila the birthday girl

A kiss to Man for the Beautiful Gifts....

Me with birthday girl..

Tiga Dara... ehehe

Wish you all good health and more happiness to come... AMIN...

UPDATES....

2006-02-27T02:54:00.000+08:00

ok... me been slacking for so long... ok where should i start... Oh ok lets start with my Bangkok trip... i have to say it was fun... put aside all the nausea and giddy feeling... my FIRST flight was ok really... i wasnt afraid of anything... i was just afraid that i would get motion sickness... and hell ya i got it... when the plane took off... i was sweating cold sweat... then Lenny was all there for me... i did not get to enjoy the scenery of the clouds and sky that much though... one hour through the flight i was frantically took out the bag and Lenny helped me to tear it open... then i puke... felt better... after puking... i just keep my eyes close desparately trying to sleep... but I CANT ... i kept on sniffing on vicks....at last the plane landed... in the airport i puke, in the van and last... in the hotel... i was so weak... when we reached the hotel i was happy to see Apek there... he arrive about the same time we arrive... but then i was so weak... god knows just how my head was spinning and how bitter my throat is... we sneaked Apek in the hotel... ( one room , three single beds )...Shaz and Lenny went out for dinner right after putting their bags down... as for me... i plunged on the bed straight away... so weak... Apek was worried... lucky i brought my medicine ( i was sick two days before going bangkok ... same thing puke and puke... doctor say i lack of sleep for so long ... ) .... so Apek and me rest in the hotel while waiting for Shaz and Lenny to buy for us dinner... ( had fried rice ... nice got cili padi ... )....

After resting for like two hours... we get ready to meet Lenny's cousin...lucky it was just a short distance from our hotel....( took taxi .. 10 minutes ride jer )... the club was called THE SUPPER CLUB... i love the interior... all white and stylo milo... so clean.. i like... chit chat ... laugh.... dance a little .... and of course pictures.... the waiters there are muscular but then jalan gelek gelek .... eheheh... we left at 2 am.... then in the hotel they played cards as for me i took a long cold bath and then just lie down and watched them play cards.... sleeping wasnt easy... Apek was snoring... LOUD... me and shaz basically slept and hour or two... SIGH ......

The next day we went MBK...some of us made a major shopping...eheheh...lingerie there are half the price... shades cost 4 dollars... sigh... after MBK we went back to the hotel... rest for a while then we went huh dont know what's the road name but Shaz bought thai silk ... so did Lenny... then we walked down to Patpong... get to catch a glimpse of the strippers... while walking down Patpong they will approach you and say " ping pong show meidai"... ehehehe... we just smiled and walk off... then we were so beat and we rest at this fusion drink shop... had friut juice... so nice... Shaz ordered the Mango with pulut and santan... dont know exactly what its called lah... but SO SEDAP .... it melts in your mouth... then walked down patpong then we headed back to the hotel....i bought instant tom yum noodle at the 7/11 ... just next to our hotel... basically that is what i eat...its delicious...and they played cards again and made silly punishments for the losers... like spinning around and around then try to walk... eheheheh.... then again... SLEEPING WAS NOT EASY... APEK !!!!!!!!

Woke up early to go to Chatuchak... hell it was so big... i dont mind the smell...i dont mind the heat.... i was enjoying myself .... Shaz was sweating buckets... me kept on sniffing the vicks cause of the nausea... Apek was like a smoke machine... keep on smoking and smoking... Lenny, she was funny... kept on doing the TRRUTT TRRUTT TRRUTT sound... eheheh... did some shopping not much... but Lenny bought this painting at a very very good price... so nice .... we all were dead beat... especially me and shaz who have not have enough sleep... but i am used to it... ehehe.... we were all tired and starting to have headache... so got a cab and get back to the hotel... we rest .... i fall asleep for a while... then that night we all went out to go buy some snacks for friends and family back home.... but i guess we rested too long that all the supermarkets are all closed... so we held a cab and told the taxi driver to bring us to a HALAL restaurant... he say ok ....but then when we browse through the mene there are PORK .... sigh... i was so looking forward to eat the spicy tom yam, the green curry.... but i was dissappointed... the tom yum was not at all spicy and the green curry actually made me more nausea and i threw up everything that i've ate ( not much... 3 to 5 spoon of rice with tom yum soup and some of the green curry ) Lenny thank you for helping me ..... sigh... after dinner we went back to the hotel and packed...

i was again afraid of getting sick in the plane... i was all prepared... HOORAY... i was ok till we reached home... we all meet at the airport ( Apek different flight )...Aida was there with her cutesy pie Nadya... then headed for popeye ... i ate like nobody business... so hungry... eheheh... top up for what i have lost 4 days in Bangkok...yes home sweet home.....

It was all new experience for me... i LOVE my trip there... it was unforgettable one..

CLICK ON THE PICTURE FOR MORE PICTURES...

HMMM....

2006-02-07T03:53:00.000+08:00

Well, Apek have gone to Thailand today... but heck... I'm gonna meet him at Bankok this Thursday... Hheheheheh.... It's gonna be my first flight... i've got to say that i am quite nervous.. not excited ok... don't know lah... mix feelings... but what ever it is... i am just looking forward to me my DARLING there ok .... ehehe... its only one day... but i miss you like CRAZY BABYYY.....

Ok guys something to make you ponder... eheheh.. this two pictures.. ehhehe...

Well what do you guys think ???? ehehehhe

January.... Alot happened...

2006-02-02T02:35:00.000+08:00

January.......

Ok, i have been to few interviews... but no luck yet.. but i have to say that i am not that nervous any more... but i still have to go through god knows how many more interviews till i get a job... sigh... ( i ;ve got to back out of the second interview cause it requires me to go overseas.. world wide... and the thing is... i have not been on a plane... YET !! and any way i think the job is way too much... it is such a big leap for me... and i am not prepared... )

INTERVIEW GEAR... KWAK KWAK ...

My love life have been so far so good... that night, Apek told me that his father have invited me to dinner with his family... i was shock and scared... ( nothing to be afraid of lah.. but its just me )
so on that saturday night we went simpang and had dinner with his family... laugh and laugh.. talk talk... I SAT BESIDE HIS MOTHER ~~~ ... eheheh... all in all it was a new experience for me .... ehehehe... PAKCIK, thank for the dinner treat... then on Monday, i was again surprised... Apek's brother and his sister in law asked us out for movie... so we did... but before that we had dinner at Sofra... not bad though... lucky she not the silent type if not i surely DIE.... After dinner then we headed for the movie ( memoires of a Geisha ) .... then they send us home...

hey all this happen so fast and i was not ready.... but then i think i handled it ok ok lah...all in all i am HAPPY....

Ok ok.... now to my normal life lah ... Went jamming... 3 hours... shout, jump, mistakes... sigh...
one song but then played again and again and again... ehehehhe... practice makes perfect... kwak kwak kwak.... alah just for fun....

we do what we feel like it... hey you live ONCE... ehehehe.....

Pictures of the Stray cats which i love like my own...

2006-01-21T02:19:00.000+08:00

AH Ha... i present you this is the one i name HOT MAMA... Always pregnant...

As for this one i name him TEMBAM... Just check out those cheeks... eheh...

The THREE STOOGES.... so darn cute....

This one i call SCRAPPY, she is also pregnant ....

Last not least... this is UNCLE....

Back....

2006-01-19T02:30:00.000+08:00

here i am... with new pc... ahahah.. at last... and that someone have been asking me to update... ok here it goes... It 2006 and i have yet to get a job... no such luck... DARN... I've been to an interview and with the help of Apek, i was prepared to face all the questions... no doubt i was afraid and nervous like hell... but i was surprise that i pulled through the interview... i answered the questions and i did not black out... PHEWW.....as usual, " we call you in a weeks time if you are notified" ..... well up till now no respond.... well got to go through more interviews.... i was so looking forward to get a job ok... bought new shoes and a pair of pants too look presentable(forgot to take a photo of myself on that day...boy was i a stunner on that day )... but i guess i am not the one they wanted.... SIGH..... ok lah put that aside lah eh...

So to pass time i have been taking photos also feed the stray cats under my block... i've name them also... there is Three stooges, Uncle, Scrappy, Tembam and Hot mama.... ( will take their photos ) .... so cute.... Uncle is a fussy eater, Three stooges tak cerewet la, Scrappy is pregnant and fussy at times, Tembam semua sebat, Hot mama is always pregnant and eats only when she wants to... she also escort me around see me feeding the other cats... and one more thing about Hot mama, she doesn't meow, she squeaks... i swear.... eeehheheh....

ok lah nothing much to talk about... no photos for now cause i have to download it tommorrow... ehehe... sabar jer lah eh... till then ... see ya...

what have i have been doing ....

2005-12-08T03:48:00.000+08:00

Been slacking these pass few weeks... ok... first i shall start with celebrating Norlinda's aka Rubik's birthday... went east coast ... of course she is happy with the gift... ehehe..

Then on the 4th December... Shaz, Apek, Man and me went jamming.... after so long.... eheheh.... macam macam lagu di main kan... ehehe... as for me, i busybody jer... suka suka jer nyanyi.... eheheh.....

i like these photos... very the nice lah.... ehehe...
till then....

RAYA RAYA....

2005-11-19T16:53:00.000+08:00

Raya ... Raya... Raya.... Been to so many houses.... Take car and round and round... First house i mabuk already... Haiya... motion sickness sucks.... kwak kwak kwak .....

(click on the photos to view all raya photos)

thought i have lost him.....

2005-10-25T02:01:00.000+08:00

I have lost my mind that day...
I don't mean what i say....
I almost lost him that day...
I thought I have lost my way...

Felt that my world came crumbling down...
Thought that i felt tremors on the ground...
But actually its my heart , pounds and pounds...
Felt like i am going round and round....

But when you call me back...
And heard what you say,it put me back on track...
Cause I was in a wreck...
Thank you Dear for calling me back....

YOU know how much I love you...
I have always been true...
You've put me out of the blue...
Be with me, till we say ' i do'....

Menyimpang ke Simpang untuk buka...

2005-10-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

MGPP.... buka time.... some had chicken rice... some had steak... some had chicken chop... some had roti boyan... some had fish soup noodle... macam mcam lah....

Lenn got lots of faces to do... heheheh

See...Lenn ... Lenn

BURPS..............alhamdulilah...

Raya hampir tiba....

2005-10-25T01:07:00.002+08:00

HOit raya dah nak sampai... dah bayar zakat lum... Been busy with meeting up with beloved friends for buka puasa... jalan jalan at geylang... lum kemas rumah lagi ni ... this Friday shall start lah... hai ya.... Pictures time....

And also been busy with some of me and my sister side line ehehehe .... and this little terror... hulamak i give up... very naughty... cam nak tinggal kan jer kat bugis... pakal lah cute ... eheheh.... pictures please....

any way.... selamat hari raya... jangan lah lupa pada mereka yang tiada .... amin...

Salam Takziah....

2005-10-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

My deepest condolences to Yan, who have lost his beloved mother ....

Permegiaan mu bagaikan embun pagi...
Bergitu rindu rasa nya di hati....
Jasa dan budi mu senantiasa ku kenangi...
Wahai ibu yang ku cintai...

Amin...

3 dara ke JB ....

2005-10-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

Went JB with my two lesbians .... kwak kwak... i love them so much that i can't choose.. ehehehe..... took bus there from kranji... it was FUN but TIRING... feet aching....

love you guys so much... hope we could do this again ya.... muakh...

what have been happening...

2005-10-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

29.september.2005

MAHFUDZ'S BIRTHDAY ....first dinner at east coast... so much laughing cos of the two BRRRROTHERS ehehe... " grregorry go to merrrry go rrround and buy strrawberrrry".... LEPAKSSS ...then we headed to bowling at east coast...sang happy birthday for the birthday 'boy' ... that day i eat the most expensive cake ..... EHEEMMM... pictures...

2.OCTOBER.2005

PAINT BALL....BRUISED...SWEAT...MUDDY...SHAG....so much fun..i get to be the sniper... shiok when you get to shoot someone but it is also shiok when you are shot... kwak kwak kwak....

yes lah... best lah... but you know what .... the most loud person while playing this game is SU... 'cover me cover me'.. lepak lepak.... ehehehe .

wake me up when September end...

2005-09-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

SEPTEMBER ..... so many birthdays and events... ehehehehe ....

september 3rd...

my birthday....darn... getting older... the MGPP surprise me with whole body massage.....and also a DIGITAL CAMERA ..... was damn surprise OK ...... oh yes.. i get to celebrate my birthday with Rubik's and Zai's 3 yrs wedding anniversary..... they get a massage too... ehehe... we all had dinner at TEPAK SIRIH ... which have to say was kinda fun... cause because of Wati ( thank you eh .. ) i was pull to the stage to dance malay dance... oh my oh my.... so EMBARASSING ....... all in all ...... SO MUCH FUN.....

September 16.....

We all plan to meet Yan at beach road to pass him his gift.... his birthday was like three weeks back... but what ever it is ..... i made him brownie cause he love it so much.... all in all he like the gift VERY MUCH .... prove are all in the pictures....

gobbling the brownies

yeah... nixon rocker....

September 9th....

Meet up with ernie,sham,zila and herman..... been a while that i have not meet them... only god knows how much i miss them.... first and for all , i would like to say WELCOME HERMAN TO OUR FAMILY..... nice meeting you.... anyway meet them cause they wanted to lepak and kinda celebrate my belated birthday .... and also to pass my birthday gift... ehehe
thank you BOTH for the gift .... but most and for all ..... thank you for being my friend .... muakh ;) ......

September 11th...

shaz's birthday 8th september... su's birthday 9th september... so the MGPP made their birthday kinda like amazing race... you have no idea just how SICK i was... motion sickness lah.... BLUEGGHH.... first lunch at Arnold's ... Aida was there to with little Nadya Attiqa...damn was shaz so surprise... eheheh ... then the race start... we went all around singapore ok..... north,east,south,west,central... eheheh
gerek and tiring ... heheh

THE AMAZING RACE ..... ( not..)

for now that's all.... so more blog more pictures cause now have digital camera already .... ehehe ... till then... chow.... ;)

ME BACK ............. ehehehe.... after so long ehehe

2005-08-27T04:22:00.000+08:00

so much stuff have been going on in august....

On the 9th august... my family,me and apek went to the zoo... god knows it was donkey years ago that we last went there... so much changes... we reached there around 10am... lots of animals and smell too... drinks are expensive(biasa lah )... so so shiock.... the scenery is beautiful too... Tina happy.. all happy lah...

Family...

ni lah Tompok... hensem kan..

ni lah mother ku... cik Yah..

faries and jun

ni lah pelamin ku... ok lah eh..

jangan di tanya kenapa ada gambar kecik ada besar.. dah pening ni kepla... ehehehhe

let see... on the 13th of august we all made a baby shower for a dear friend Aida Royani... i have to say it was a blast... food was all good... games were hilarous... we also surprised her with a birthday cake... a belated one... and by the way... she have safely delivered a little precious one ( not name yet )... so cute... so little... cian lah.... see the baby girl right arm with the big tube... anyways.... CONGRATULATION to SHAZLEE AND AIDA... Mummy and Daddy olready... so sleepless nights is next and not forgotten the monthly check ups... (sabar jer lah eh ) ....

ini dia lah si comel....

Ok... on the 16th august... apek surprised me... he bought tickets to the SLIPKNOT concert... I LIKE....... so happening.... we were so close to the stage... wahhhh... majority dressed in black... some with studded choker, some came dressed like it was halloween... they wore mask like Jason.... eheheh... when it started .... all hell broke lose.. the barrier were pushed down... some stumbled and fall... i have to pity those people who bought the $150 tickets.... cause everyone just rushed to the front... to the cage... all in all... IT WAS FUN.... apek and me sweat like crazy... THANK YOU LARLING..... LURP SAMA LU LAH ....

the VERY eager fella.... ehehe...

ah dah lah eh... very tired lah update blog after so longggggggggggggg.... eheheh... next time ya... dont know when lah my update will be ... chow for now .....

UPdates.....

2005-08-03T12:40:00.000+08:00

so lets see...

i have a new haircut.. which i am not totally happy with... cause Apek paid fourty dollars for it but then we kena con.. when she was cutting my hair, Apek went to draw some money... then till puffy haired chick happily made me her guinea pig ( ehem ) ... i did'nt know what she was doing but then she asked me this ...........

`PUFFY HAIRED CHICK : so do you tie up your hair.....
`ME (BLUR) : AH? oh ya i do...
`PUFFY HAIRED CHICK : OOHHH!!!! but later dont tie up lah ok... i `style for you nicely later after the cut...
`ME ( Confuse ) : oh ok.( anyway short already how to tie up you DINGO ) .......
Then Apek came back and paid for the haircut.....

BUT ~~~~~ then i notice short hair sticking out..lots of it.... and when i start to feel the back of my neck... i was SHOCKED... cause the middle part was shaved... whereby the sides are still long.... NO WONDER SHE SAY DON'T TIE UP MY HAIR..... wah darah gueh bergelodak..... chow chi tot ... kurap di bontot...penipu...aku bantai baru tahu...bodoh... macam dodo....don't let me see you...i will skin you..........nasib nasib.......

YOU

2005-06-16T19:30:00.000+08:00

can't sleep,
been thinking of you,
my love for you is so deep,
wish we could stick like glue...

can't breathe,
each time we go our way,
only your voice put me at ease,
till we meet another day...

can't stand it,
miss you like crazy,
its my greed,
my brain turn hazy....

can't stop,
its killing me,
my brain will pop,
everywhere its only you i think, smell, feel and see...

can't deny,
this love,
my heart the only alibi,
it's no bluff...

the future....

2005-06-04T15:54:00.000+08:00

NOW... i have this little fella to give all my undying love and care.
she really take alot of my time and energy and my patient... she is a handful... she is so adorable... she craves for attention 24\7.. espeacially my mother's ... ehehe... i just cant seem to stop talking about her... she's my neice but i love her like my own.. eheheh..
sometimes she get on my nerves...when she merajuk i surrender and pass her to my mother... ehehehe.... getting smarter and smarter ... or should i say cunning...ehheheh...Tina Tina... what will i do without you ....

the past.

2005-06-04T15:28:00.000+08:00

"my dearest TOMPOK"
he have been in my life for 3 years... but then my joy was cut short when he was diagnoised with jaundice, liver failure and also brain disfunction... my heart was like a lead when i have to make the decision to put him to sleep... the night before, apek finish work early to accompany me bring tompok to the mount pleasant animal hospital... some how i just knew that tompok is gonna leave... the next day, the vet called and told me about his condition...its not good and i was reluctant to let him go.. but knowing that he was in so much pain, i said ok .. and they put him to sleep... in the evening apek and me went back to get his body...went a guy open the door and hand apek the basket, i am lost..... i just cant believe the lovely cat which have been my company when apek is overseas or when i am feeling down and lonely is no longer with me... i cried and cried.... for 5 days i stare and cry at his picture... felt so different without him around... everytime without fail, when i come home late at night, he would be running to the door to greet me home.. but now when i open the door only emptyness greeted me... when its cold at night, he would come in my room and snuggle with me... feel his purring and his warm body.... miss his meows... losing him was such a great deal for me... i was devastated...up till now even he's been gone for 5 mths now.. i still greatly miss him..... i still have his cat nip.. his toys... i have lots of his pictures... i miss him dearly....

xbox + soccer + makan makan..

2005-05-24T14:18:00.000+08:00

so as usual lah for this month activity was to ifrah's house which is like a holiday camp... eheheh... while the usual 3 blind mice playing the xbox... me cook ALONE in the kitchen... sneezing and sneezing... i had cold on that day....but lucky the menu for that day was bee hoon fish soup noodle.. so easy lah for me to cook ... cut cut cut then put everything inside..ehehehe... yes...finish cooking then..me fall asleep on the sofa when aida arrived.... then when the 3 blind mice is hungry only then they come out to eat....AT LAST.. my CUTE stomach rumbling you know...eehhee....then after dinner, soccer was on...Man.u vs arsenal....cian ifrah nangis..ehehe... ifrah PEACE eh... ehehe all in all FUN GILA... yeah...

my bee hoon fish soup noodle .... yeah...

friday,saturday,sunday at ifrah's house

2005-05-16T15:25:00.000+08:00

can you believe it!!! three straight days we lepak at ifrah's house...

on friday we watched dvd "the forgotten" then when home...
on saturday, ifrah,aida,me and baby han went swimming but only aida swam...and on that fateful day, ifrah was urinated by han twice... i guess ifrah get the "golden shower" ehehehe then when we all reached ifrah's home we were tired so ordered pizza for dinner and the 3 blind mice (ifrah,shaz and apek) played the xbox...we reached home at 3am ok tsk tisk tsk..
then on sunday, was cooking day again...the menu is "chicken run".... mind you we all ate 4 kg of chicken wings... ifrah made grilled cheese..hmmm yummy....next time we do it again ya...so much fun...sweating and getting my t-shirt wet...eheheh..then after dinner we all watched the man.u match.... after the match they played the xbox again....sigh.. that was it la... ehehhe

at last.... some time for me to blog....

2005-05-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

me been busy,lazy of just so so tired.... Tina is sick...coughing and coughing...each time she cough she will cry and cry like mad driving me up the wall... my oh my you need all the patient boy...Tina oh Tina... cough lah,fever lah,cold lah .... kesian seh... hope she get well soon... giving her the medicine is never easy...giving her the medicine is like torturing her seh...sigh....

ok now people i went to the shop downstairs to buy crochet stuff... me so bored at home so i think i will start knitting lah... so bought two balls of thread and a crochet needle....then the auntie give me not the usual small red plastic bag, she gave me this nice plastic bag lah... so i paid for the stuff and walk back home.... then me the curios one always... while walking i took alook at the plastic bag and i just can't belive that is the name of the brand...ehehehehe....i smile to myself and it did tickle me abit though...ehehe... here is the pic.

hehehe..... TAK FAT.... ( tak gemuk ) eheheh cam siak.....lalalalal

hai... long time no blog ehehe ;P

2005-05-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

hoit!!! ehehe me back...hehehe...so much happened the pass few days..ehehehe...(me wink at LENNY and IFRA)eheeh.... so anyway, the past weekend been fun...ok let see..on saturday went parkway with ifra,han the baby,aida and shaz.... walk walk eat eat... then has and apek join us.... then at night made our way to simpang to watch the match...and we left at 5 a.m ..... all because we talk rubbish...eheh
on sunday, i met ifra at sheng shiong bedok reservoir to buy some stuff to cook... ifra have a craving for ikan pari bakar and kankong masak belacan... then made our way to her house and cook la... she baked brownie... later in the afternoon shaz and aida join, followed by lenny and su.... last not least rufus... ehehehe... we were all waiting for the Man.U game .... after the game... ifra,shaz,rufus and apek played the xbox till 3 a.m while i gave aida a massage.. ( ehem anyone wants to massage me ? ) after one whole day .... we all went home .....
on monday, i went out with apek... we went east coast... i took some photo with my hand phone... such a beautiful day ... so sunny... thats all lah ......

view from my window.... neighbour's plants...

the beach.... the tree me sat under...

unstable mind....

2005-04-27T01:44:00.000+08:00

sum41 ( chuck album ) no.11..... that is my favourite right now.... that is how i feel now... for now i guess...feel so empty,lousy,crazy,so confuse,useless,tempt to do something stupid and regretful......why do i just have to go through this again.... have i had enough already!....is my low self esteem not low enough???..... up till now, i just don't know what is that i have in me.... i mean what do i really mean to my family and friends....even wonder who will actually really miss me when i am gone....am i depressed... i have to say that i am unstable right now... my mind in a messed....so cluttered.... only i can straight things out for myself....but the thing is, for now i just don't know how.... they say only time can heal the pain.... oh please, let the days passes by faster, make the world go round and round faster please, make me giddy.... i don't care.... just please heal the pain, make me whole again, make me believe again....should i just turn my back and just close my eyes and act like nothing happened ??????..... that makes me a STONE right..... me no stone... me still have feelings.... but my heart is barely hanging on.... sigh.....ya allah, kau lah maha pengasih dan penyayang.... allahuakbar....

hug me please...heal me please...

LIES....

2005-04-26T13:02:00.000+08:00

i am really slipping away, in everyway... i can't understand just why... why should they lie? does the truth makes them die? ......i am numb by all these... me staring at the dark carpark, people walking pass and looking at me wondering why am i sitting all alone at 2 o'clock in the morning....hmm... can anyone be perfect?!!.... can i be perfect ????......boy do i fell like drinking and drown myself with beer....huuuuhhh.... am i not loving.... am i ugly??
here i am sitting under the block,facing Tompok's grave.... it feel just so good... i feel so at ease being close to him... i really miss him .... really really miss him .... i really have no one to turn to seh.... now i know just how lonely i am... feel so empty.........

I'm slipping away...in every way.....

how time passes by so fast .....

2005-04-19T16:48:00.000+08:00

here i am infront of the pc... taking a puff or two... looking at Qistina's pictures...
i can't believe that since the day she was born, i was there to nurse her,bathe her.. i still remember telling myself to be strong and to keep myself awake...my eyes just can't take it no more...i don't even have an appetite to eat...very very tired... not only i take care of Tina, i do take care of my sister who is in so much pain.... YAUZER!!~~~ I also remember that i just can't go take my shower.... its either i'll be too damn tired and sleepy...or just to damn occupied...it's just amazing looking at how she is now... all so chatty and naughty...have her own mind and all.... i still remember back then, when my sister jun,faries,shaz,aida,han,apek,me and baby Tina went to simpang bedok for dinner .... while waiting for the food suddenly Tina cried so loud.... i knew she kembung already... alamak... i tell you... i sweat buckets ah....it was a weekend....and everybody was staring at me....ah hell you all ... all you know is just to stare.... stare at my pantat lah :P buwekk .... i carry her and pace up and down trying to soothe her... after all the patting and the ssshhhing.... all that took me one hour tau.... AT LAST SHE ASLEEP~~!! .... then i go ahead and eat my cold chicken rice...ehehe... Then i can't forget the time when my mother and i brought Tina to sunat.... after waiting for half an hour, it's Tina's turn.... but the funny thing is, my mother and i went in the room...the doctor asked me to put Tina on the bed and take off her pampers.... *snip snip* ehehe... when the doctor asked my mother to hold Tina's legs apart and hold tight...she quickly pull me and asked me to do it instead....then the best part is .... my mother, ran out of the room~~!!!!!..... ish ish ..... to see her ran out of the room was funny because i see all this like in a slow motion tau....lepaks seh... Mak Mak~~after that i concentrate on what is the doctor gonna actually cut...curious me...well we ladies are so young to know what they actually cut.....and the SNIP.... thats it... it only last 3 seconds.... can u believe it....then the doctor took a cotton pad to apply pressure to the " SEED " .... ehehehe... then put on the pampers back and all is done..... not only that... the monthly check up and all...just drained my energy......yeah yeah....all is done... one more check up to go..... TINA i love you like my own....

me with TINY TINA .....
so fresh and so clean ....
Tina now .....

hooray.....

2005-04-19T14:33:00.000+08:00

at last! i can update my blog seh... cant do it these pass few days cause either busy taking care of Tina who've been very crancky cause she is teething and have a cold...or just damn busy lazing on my bed because of exhaustion...exhausted by TIna's demands.... have to carry her all day and trying to make her comfortable and all.... that is when i wish that she could just look and me and tell me straight to my face what she wants...ehehehhe....taking care of a baby is no easy task man....ok here goes....

saturday : when to parkway with my sisters...to have tina's haircut.... then back to my place to wash my friend's bike...then apek and me made our way to simpang bedok...watch soccer lah....

tina turner no more ....

sunday : Apek was suppose to go trail with his friends,but then he was too tired or lazy lah... so in the end, we met under my block ....and we clean his bike...two days, two bikes washed....ehehe... i have to say that the bike is squeeky clean and very shiny (me doing most of the scrubing and waxing and polishing ) .... while cleaning his bike...ifrah and shaz sms me... cause we suppose to watch the match at her place... after all the sms... we all decided to go to ifrah's place lah.... was crowded though...not only us there but ifrah's brother's friends were there too....after all the shouting and sweating ( macam kita lak yang main bola ) eheheh we all make our way home.... yes... ma back aching lah ..... yau zer~~~!!

monday : was so bored cause i woke up with a very terrible headache... it must be the cause of the stupid fan, bought for $29 only two months ago.... you can't feel the wind eventhough you put the speed to the max ..... if you were to put your face infront of the fan, its like someone blowing !!!! ( tanya lah Aida, dia dah rasa ) ....... wa darah naik siak.......been waking up sweating and all.... can't take it no more lah... so i complain to apek lor.... " apek, kipas to kan nak kena buang dari atas ke bawah lah .... i wake up kepla penings gilas tau... " bla bla bla...... Apek being the patient one , just nod his head and just say
" meh kita gi beli baru eh " .... ehehe .... so after dinner at bedok corner... we go buy the fan....so when i reached home, without further a do, i fix it up and plug it in and on the fan....!!! WOW WOW WOW..... wa... i can't wait to sleep seh.... yeah yeah kipas baru......

Faries 31st birthday... karaoke lor...

2005-04-15T13:18:00.000+08:00

today is faries birthday,31st tau...ehehe...so yesterday, i booked the karaoke room for the 6 of us... in the afternoon, bought his gift...Apek and me bought xbox doom3...which he wanted... Apek is busy with work so i bought the game and chose the cake...my mother asked me where we (aida,shazlee,apek,faries,my sister jun and me)are going, so i told her we all going karaoke... guess what she said.. eheh... "aik malam jumaat gi karaoke...nak jadi berok eh...orang mengaji, ni gi karaoke lak " .... (i just roll my eyes)...and sing lagu percayalah by siti nurhaliza to my mother..eheheh... jahat siak..ish ish *feeeyouuuu*....so we all meet outside the karaoke (party world)...and proceed to the room...yes!!!...been wanting to sing my heart out seh...me feel so stress and empty these days.. dont know why...so i just want to vent what ever negative feelings on the mic...ehehe... all sing song , talk cock lah.... when the clock strike 12 midnight...we brought in the candle lit cake...sang happy birthday tua..eheheh...cut and eat lah what else...nice chocolate cake...yums yums... ok now some pictures to view now....

* the birthday Boy..tua.. * refreshments ... nice ....

* lalalalala.......lalala * us being us...relax one corner...

*April Babies.....

*..And happy 25th birthday to Ernie Suhana....semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki.....(left)
*..And also to Sazila....in advance eh..25th also...semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki juga ya....(right)

went library with Tina..

2005-04-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

was so bored yesterday, so i took Tina out... was wondering where to go.. it was so hot and all... then i decided to go to the library.... brought Tina to the children section.... let her free on the colourful carpet...so cute ... then i found some books and sat her on this cute plastic table and bench.... was surprise that when i sit on it, it did not bend....Tina was very vocal...shouting and yepping....so so cute .... ok some pictures to view now .....

ah... ni apa ni ah ... ish...
ya tak padan kecik, pandai dia....

flip, flip, flip....
me layan kan jer lah.....

mulut mesti gitu tau ....
excited Tina....

last weekend...

2005-04-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

last weekend was so jammed pack with plans...

on saturday, first met ernie and zila...we went chinatown...26 years in singapore, i have never been to chinatown(nama jer singaporean) can you believe it.. ernie was our guide...so i bought boxers for apek and for myself, a pink beaded slip on.. so comfy and cheap...not forgotten the roti boy that i tasted for the first time...wa...so sedap!..

all wear pink on that day...zila,ernie and me..

next destination, meet the MGPP people...all you can eat buffet at sakura down town east...i tried oyster for the first time...YUCKS!..then stuff myself with sushi,but love the cheese cake...hmm yummy...sedap...after eating dinner,we make our way to pasir ris park for the games..pity ros...she had to climb,crawl,swing and slide...i was sweating and all sticky..aiyohh beh tahan neh...after the game were all done, we sat and waited for the time to struck 12 midnight for the cake cutting ceremony...or should i say brownie cutting ceremony...whatever lah eh...the brownie was so sweet,my teeth nilu...kencing manis oiiii...after all of us had our share of the browni, shaz,rufus,ifra and yan played uno stacko... nerve wrecking siak...in the end rufus toppled the uno stacko... then we all make our way to simpang...had prata and teh gajah.. hmmm nice... then we all went home...

sunday... it was MGPP girls day out ( ifra,sarina,lenny,aida ros) met them at payar lebar mrt and headed to haig road for lunch...after the lunch we walk around joo chiat..then to pasar geylang to buy the chendol...very nice..but not thirst quenching lah... from there we went to geylang lorong dont know to eat durian... hmmmmm N.I.C.E ... then ros bought mangosteen pulak... hmm nice lah... all of us are so so full... eyes sleepy and aching body... all were missing their beds (especially ifra) ha ha ha... after all this they all went home..

ME then meet apek...(dah tak terdaya ni badan)..went mac donald then to simpang to watch the matach.. he was also tired,he went trailing with his friends..his face was red...sunburn..his bike needless to say..DIRTY..then at last at 10pm...my sunday outing ended...ahhhhh...yess...my bed....zzzzzzzzzzzzz

the unpredictable you...

2005-04-07T15:43:00.000+08:00

You,yeah you...at times and most of the time you just sit back and chill... you like to say that you are a boring person,but my friends say that you are cool...Yeah you are cool indeed...they said lot of things about you, all positive and all... they say that its hard to see you laugh,which i totally agree,but when something really struck you as funny,you laugh your heart out,and that is rare...even when i see u laugh out loud,i was delighted... making you laugh ain't easy i know...but i am really good at pissing you off huh...seeing you angry is far then i want to see..its just not you!..even when we are quarrelling,me being the joker,my mind always something funny to point out at when you are angry and fuming hot...that pouting lips and all eheh...i don't know why,its just that i love you too much to drag the dispute for days...waste of time and energy i guess...it's not that i am not taking you seriously but it is just me! but TRUST me, i really do take you seriously,faithfully and lovingly...to see you being a clown is so so rare...like the time we went karaoke,when you were singing and suddenly get up and dance and be crazy which only the so few of us saw just make us laugh pecah perutss.. seeing you shaking that ass was just PRICELESS...they find it funny,i find it cute..ehehehehe....YOU,cool and collected most of the time,chaotic and crazy when you want to...i've learn to accept who you are,quite or crazy...and thank you for tolerating my nonsense most of the time.....YOU, THE UNPREDICTABLE ONE....

my two girlfriends complain, saying that my entries so JULIET...so emotional... what to do... lonely mah...ehehe

just a thought...

2005-04-07T15:11:00.000+08:00

what does it LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT really means? means you fall in love with that someone physicaly and not knowing what that someone is really like? does in guarantee happiness?(peribahasa:bunga yang harum ada juga durinya)

then how about LOVE IS BLIND? mata buta or buta hati? hehehe mata buta maybe that someone you love is so so in appearance or maybe just ugly to your friends eyes, but there is just something in that someone that you love to bits eventhough that someone is "jongang" or "botak tengah" ect... buta hati lak means that you don't know the difference between good or bad...(peribahasa:hitam hitam tahi minyak dimakan juga,putih putih hampas kelapa di buang)...

and in science we learn that the "opposite attracts" (thats my case lah)Apek is a quite guy..speak only when spoken to or when he got something to say or when he is in the mood to talk lah, as for me its the opposite...

but then its all in God's hands..."(asam di darat,garam di lautan,didalam belanga bertemu juga)"....

but then nobody is perfect...you still have to go through hardship in a relationship ya...learn from the mistakes but not to do it again...(peribahasa: tiada gading yang tidak retak)

but then i came across this peribahasa: cincin emas tak akan tampan bermata kaca..means gadis yang manis dan hartawan tidak akan secocok untuk dijodohkan dengan seorang yang miskin dan tidak tampan.... well is this true? well i dont know ....

your comments please ;)

goodbye...

2005-04-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

today, i would like to saygoodbye to and innocent life whose just lasted four months(in the womb)...poor innocent life,whose life was taken away by human and decision made by the mother....a decision which was forced upon her..by the mother's mother...i could hear the hesitation from her voice when she was talking to me...i was also sad.. she said she love the baby but then because of financial problems she faces and also the constant pushed from her mother to do it, she just have to be very strong to do it! please don't asked me who this person is..my lips are sealed...she is some what close to me...i can't judge her though...she was cornered...but i have to say that she is strong to go through all the pain... physically and mentally...i hope she recover soon .... rest in peace oh little one...

monday morning....

2005-04-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

it was 4am and i still can't sleep...tossing and turning...my mind was thinking of apek who is going to thailand...i have to admit that he will not be away that long though (coming back on friday)but i was just doing to much thinking...last time the longest that he was away was 2 months...first to china then to california...but that was like 2 years ago...then he told me that he is going to canada this May...for 5 weeks...my oh my...that is so so long to me... today i woke apek up at 5.45am... then he called me before checking in (6.45am)...hmmmmm one day is just like hell for me...but what to do...so he called me at 10.30am saying that he have reached thailand...and that was the last time i heard from him...hours later all i can do is just sms him, but no reply cause he is very busy with work...and also one sms he sent,will cost him like S$1.50... so he say he rather call...so here i am at home sweating and aching taking care of Tina,waiting for his call...i waited till 10.30pm,still no call... so i called him and he said that he is still at work...so ok la...then i waited again...still no call...so at 12am,i called him again,and he said he is at the coffee shop having his dinner with his contractors...i was just wondering, was he not thinking of me,does he really misses me,i am waiting for his calls, worried and all,but when i called him he sound just fine...but the thing is, doesn't all the sms and calls make him wonder just how i am missing him and worried not hearing from him for hours..????...well i don't know lah...sometimes i just can't understand him...maybe i am just paranoid lah eh...think too much...but hey,i just want him to be in my shoes and do the worrying lah...cause all this worrying are just making me fed up...well this are the things that i have to go through each time he goes overseas.....ehehehhehe...

Recap....eheheh

2005-04-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

well on sunday, did nothing much though...i accompanied my mother to a wedding at changkat changi c.c. But a pity cause no ayam masak merah...damn it...but they have black pepper prawn...the size of my palm...while eating,it rained heavily...the food was nice though..help myself to the dessert...cheng teng...the dias was beautiful...roses arrange to a heart shape,butterflies on the back drop...pinky wedding lah...then after the wedding went home and sleep for an hour... damn sleepy lah...then apek called me and asked me to get ready cause he is on his way to fetch me...going to parkway parade to change money (apek going thailand,work)..me,i bought some stuff...from parkway we made our way to jalan pemimpin to get some things at apek's work place (to bring to thailand) and then we head to where else SIMPANG BEDOK LAH ~~~~ i was sitting and waiting for apek who is odering food, i felt a tap on my shoulder... when i turned around, it was shazless with his work friend...they were on a break..(night shifts) sat with us and had dinner together ....then faries and my sister join in...kinda cramp though...but shazlee and his friend make a move back to work...while my sister,faries,apek and me stay for a little longger...chat chat chat...then we went home lah... apek go an early flight to catch .... that is all....

Recap of what i did after the simple plan gig eheheh

2005-04-03T03:21:00.000+08:00

Apek took 3 days leave...he needed the break...one day for the simple plan gig, thursday, he wasted so much time at the motor shop...he send his bike for repair and he sat there for six hours for his bike...and cost him $489! ... ish ish ish.... and glad that we could make it to the karaoke thingy at orchard with ifra,lenn,sarina,shaz, aida and that cute nephew of ifra's Han...so cute...and i got to clean his butt when he beraks lah....and the smell, oh my...it was HEAVEN...eheheh...great karaoke place cause so much song to sing so little time....after the karaoke session, Apek and me went to Simpang bedok to fill our stomach...(that explains the buldge :P )...then went home...Friday Apek and me woke up so early to have breakfast at Mc Donald's...then we walk and walk endlessly at parkway...best denki lah, harvey norman lah...bla bla...then Apek went to the barber...then to burger king for lunch, then we head to Shazlee's house...to massage Aida ... to pamper her...cian mak buyung..ehehe..she is the pregnant one but i my stomach is much bigger :P ... oh no no no... after the one hour massage, we went to Mak's place for dinner...after dinner went to Faries house ( my brother in law ) because the guys want to play the X-box...Shazlee went home at one plus cause he got to work morning...as for Apek..i tell you...he stayed till three plus....so engross playing the game called Death Jam...as for me, what else play with Tina lah...eheh
Saturday, went Arab street with ernie,zila,sham ,Along and tina...did some shopping~~~ AGAIN~! the weather was damn humid...me sweat and sweat...after arab street we went to bugis village to look around..nothing much...me surprise Zila and Ernie (april babies) with gifts ( something that they like, me bought sembunyi sembunyi) ehehehe...then sham and ernie went home whereby aida,zila and me headed to Simpang bedok to meet ifra,has,yan,shaz,apek and the other guy whom i dont know..ehehe...watch the match...and chat chat chat until 2 plus....then we all go home.... yeah home sweet home ;) ..... that all for now ;)

SIMPLE PLAN GIG....

2005-03-30T02:17:00.000+08:00

today we went to simple plan gig... well i have expected there will be lots of kids and also some parents accompanying their kids there...i have to say that they are cool parents ... so we went in to queue, but then all of the sudden the kids in the front of the queue suddenlly just run to the front ... and i just feel the floor move..scary shit! well that was not that bad. but going in to the other hall where the actual gig was perfoming was horrible... i pity those young kids.. they were squashed...lots of Mat salleh around... there where chaos... even my Apek was trap at the door! i was shocked so i pull him out ( tak sia sia aku ni besar ) .... cian seh... then at last we all went in to the performing hall.... then as usual, all those behind us pushed us..we were swaying side to side and i was really pissed off...but i maintain my cool.. Pug jelly performed for the opening...it all went smoothly..not much pushing... but while waiting for the simple plan to set up their stuff, this stupid bunch of kids selet selet and park beside me...i dont mind that but then it get worse..they actually tried to push us more and more... i used my body to defend myself from kissing the guy infront of me (and i did terkiss his hair :P ).... and i sprained my back~OUCHHHH... and that is when i lose my cool.... i pushed whoever behind me with all i might and this word came out of my mouth "stop pushing! chow chi bye" .... it stop for awhile... and shazlee pushed the guy beside me and say "stop pushing ass holes" eheheheh....and he did stop... then from the same group,two girls start resting their arms on my body and keep on pushing and say " there is a gap but she dont want to move" ... she was refering to the gap that was the size of my foot... as though i am that slim to squeeze myself in that gap...damn stupid siak... then i turned to them and say " there is no F...ing space F...ers" ... at that was my last straw... i gave up and went out of the crowd....so relief after i left the crowd and just stand by the side... and you know what... i can see the stage when i was out of the crowd! when i was in the crowd all i could see was the lights and the banner ...sigh...what to do pendek lerr....and standing in the crowd was no fun either...all type of smell came out...someone even farted....damn it.... i was much happier to stand at the back... i can breathe and feel the air con...and also when they jumped, i can feel the floor move...its was scary...i was afraid that it was gonna collaps...and all those pushing and all now i have a backache, infact ifrah and shazlee also have backache.... a price to pay huh...ehehehehe... but all in all its fun....ok some pics to view ....

us waiting in the queue...

see that banner..that was all i can see... and Ah piow,pose :)

me and apek . ehem apek , relax lah, muka tu kenapa susah nak senyum? :P

ME and HIM

2005-03-30T00:48:00.000+08:00

today went to burger king at parkway with apek lah .... i had the chicken salad...very nice...ehem diet lah konon(but bought old chang kee curry puff already tau)...ehehe..after dinner we walk around to find a top for the "simple plan" concert... (macam lah dorang tu panggil aku naik stage eh eheh)...went in giordano,john little,baleno ect... but to no avail none to my liking lah...then Apek say "go giant ah " .. so we did.. and i found this top.. funky lah... took size XL needless to say...went to the fitting room...(had diffilcutly pulling the top)... and there i am starring at this sarung nangka...i was laughing my head off looking at myself...then to make Apek see just how CUDDLY i am i WALK OUT OF THE FITTING ROOM (berani siak)..and called him and say "APEK,TENGOK NI WORLD HEAVY WEIGHT CHAMPION"... Apek also laughed...then i changed and put back the XL top (xl like small siak)...and i was still laughing until at the cashier..ehehhehe....then i ask Apek this " you know why each time we come parkway i always want old chang kee curry puff? " then he look at me and smile and he said "i dont know what the exact thing you want to say but i know its someting silly." ehehehe... and my answer is "because i'm chunky"...eheheheheheh.... Apek just rolled his eyes...ehehehe...well this are the days of my shopping life... kalau tak beli baju extra kain tak sah seh... but shukur i am healthy....yee be di, yee be di, thats all folks :P

ME AND HIM...never ending story...

27.03.2005 the sisters shopping....

2005-03-29T15:48:00.000+08:00

went shopping with my two sisters...and when the power combine , i tell you , you will end up spending more then your budget... :P ... ehehe , bought some make up, sandals and a denim skirt.... in my size but cost more lah... more material used..eheheh what to do... here some photos....

charles and keith sandals...i am more lady like now because of THEM
*To Ernie and Zila, you are to blame...

this two, guilty as charged :P

26.03.2005 ( 5 years anniversary )

2005-03-29T14:51:00.000+08:00

i have to say that i am so happy to celebrate my 5 years anniversary with my sayang whom i call Apek (ppl keep on asking why i call him that, not romantic lah..bla bla) i like to think back during our courtship time... ok tell you briefly how i meet him ok... i met him when i was chatting at mirc... then we exchange picture..then we talk on the phone.. i have to say that when i heard his voice i was struck by the cupid's arrow...just by hearing his voice i was in love...eheheh..... Then one day i slept over at Ernie's house, and i called him to asked wether he want to meet us, and he said ok. so i waited for his call, cause he say he will call before he left home. and i waited for 2 hours still no call, so in the end i sms him and asked wether is he coming down or not and his respond is that he is tired... so i sms him back and called him MR BUBBLES... eheheh.... then he reply my sms and say ok he be coming in half and hour time... so my heart was pounding and butterflies and what not was in my stomach... *JENG JENG JENG ...* i received his sms saying that he is under the block...ehehehe.... so i went down with Ernie...when i look back, i saw this small guy...but his cute though..eheheheh... from there he call me for supper and after that he picked me up from work...and that is how it is what it is up till now.... i have to say i have never felt this happy before..in my 27 years in this world he is my second bf....and the one who really lift me up when i was down,who rescued me from the drowning sea,who hold me close and keep me safe from harm... i am F***ing lucky to have meet this terrific gentleman... he help me pick up my broken pieces and he is very patient with me... thank you Apek dearest ( Ya'akob ) for all that you have done and never gave up on me .....

Tina's birthday...

2005-03-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

Tina behaved well today..not grumpy...hooray....ok some pics to see ok .....

Tina with mommy and daddy..

Tina's big cake and flower balloons made by Nani..

Daddy helping Tina cut the cake.. and then a family shot...

more guest came at night... phewww... tiring... ehehe
more pics at www.ernies.blogspot.com :)

preparations for Little princess qistina first birthday

2005-03-25T02:24:00.000+08:00

so here i am at my sister's house doing some cleaning... and faries is now blowing up some balloons... while my sister and i just look...ehehehe...little qistina is asleep and at last can get some work done ...... *POP* ...eh bomb meletup.... well faries blew the balloon to big... terperanjat sekejap eheheh lucky baby tina is not awake... pheww..... ;)

multi tasking...

full of garbage..

faries blowing hard..ehehe

baby Tina ZZZZzzz

ok lah ... more work to do... sigh... more update after Tina's birthday aight ;)

my first blog ehehehhe

2005-03-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

was bored at home ... so i pester my sister to help me with this blog while i struggle with taking care of my niece.. eheheh ... she is asleep now so my sister and i both sitting in front of the pc and surf aimlessly ehehe what to do both jual anggur mah ehehehe...... more updates later ya ;)

*see,our uniform..ehehe :P